June 2012
116 posts
Those late night conversations you have with yourself. You know, the ones where you think of all your faults and what you should be doing. Those thoughts that crush any self-confidence you have and make yourself feel completely useless and worthless….
- Friend: Are you ok?
- Me: Yeah I'm fine.
- have you ever had this conversation with a friend? how many times have you said "im fine" when you have cuts on your skin and suicide on your mind? wouldn't you love it if they looked at you and said "tell me the truth". you lie to everyone, always saying that you're fine and nothings wrong. you wish you could believe it yourself but you know that you're falling apart, that you're broken. "I'm Fine" dont you wish that could be true.
“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.”
—Chuck Palahniuk, Diary (via -warmtea)
I'm tired of lies. I'm tired of goodbyes. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of the hurt. I just wish that for one day, it would all just go away...I guess I'm just tired of being tired.
“You might think you made a new world or a new self, but your old self is always gonna be there, just below the surface, and if something happens, it’ll stick its head out and say ‘Hi.’ You don’t seem to realize that. You were made somewhere else.”
—Haruki Murakami (via floatingonatidalwave)
If I killed myself tonight nobody would care
